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[09 Oct 2005|10:54pm] |
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Well hello all. No one will probably read this because i have not said anything on here for like ever but anyway. I hope everyone is havin a good old time. I pretty much moved over to myspace so you can find me there. type in www.myspace.com/mxfreak450 and u will find me, if you dont have a myspace get one and add me as a friend and if i like you enough ill click the ok button haha. But anyway.. if you havnt talked to me in a while CALL ME OR SOMTHING!!! but yeah ill c ya all later
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| hot summer high! |
[27 Jul 2005|10:27pm] |
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So yeah, ive been layin low for a bit, mostly working and catching up on some stuff. Ive been kinda bored lately cause i havent been doing anything but work, so someone give me a ring.. PLEASE haha 724-354-4199 or 840-2397. umm.. what else to say.. um.. anyone want to buy my van? haha its for sale, i got a truck now and if anyone has a ford ranger and wants a cap for it i have one, its black. make an offer.
~On the outside you are calm, cool, and caring. But once you are open you are a bomb with a timer thats ready to go off. Sink yourself into a neverending hole and feel yourself burst into a million pieces.~
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[30 Jun 2005|12:38pm] |
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Wow i havent updated on here in a really long time.. So yeah the latest news is that Amber and I are broke up and this time for good. Were still going to be friends and all that but yeah..
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[03 May 2005|09:58am] |
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I LOVE AMBER!
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| ...the things I do for this kid. |
[23 Apr 2005|12:21am] |
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Hello everyone,
Amber here once again invading this dorks journal to sex it up some more. Only because I'm a nice girlfriend. A very patient one at that lol. I would of done more but I'm tired. Oh well, just thought while I'm logged in I mise as well leave a little somethin somethin...seeing as how this is about all the update action this thing ever gets anymore. lol. Well ok I'm going to get off of this thing and go to bed.
Hope you have a good day at work tomarrow, hun. *Muah* I love you!
♥ - Amber
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[25 Mar 2005|09:15pm] |
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Tonight was nice. Amber wanted to watch The Notebook so i rented it. Then after i came home i got myslef all cleaned up to show myself off lol but anywho. It wasnt a bad movie, just on the mushy side thats all. We had like 4 hours of cuddling which was nice haha.
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| Wow am I so happy! |
[20 Mar 2005|12:48am] |
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Its been a while since i have posted in here.. thats because nothing new has happend really.. just the same old stuff on a different day. But on the 18th of March somthing did change, something happend that was not the same old stuff on a differnt day. Because on that day I got the guts to ask Amber out again and she said yes! Im glad that her and i are back together... I cant wait to make more memories and have more laughs.
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| ...he so owe's me. |
[26 Feb 2005|12:47am] |
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Hello all,
Amber here invading this dorks journal because well...I was bored. Since I redone my layout for my own journal...I was bored and wanted to do a good deed...so here I am...sexing up this thing once again because everyone who actually checks this would know that this was screaming for a new layout. Overall, I think I done a pretty good job so someone better think its drop dead awesome...or else...errr...I'll take back MY shinedown CD.
The one, the only...The Amber <3
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| Ive fallen down into the hole i dug for you |
[20 Feb 2005|10:36pm] |
Just so you all know, amber and i never went out again.. it was a joke that i played along with. Sorry to those that took it seriously if anyone did. But yeah anyway.. i might be workin at Mc Donalds here so yeah.. i need some money haha. well kids c ya later
~I dont care about your anything, i dont care about your everything.. i dont care at all so just leave me here to keep all of this pain inside of me. this pain is living inside of me.. growing so big.. digging a hole so deep. As i leave here now i just want you to know how much i realy want you to go away from me.~
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[16 Feb 2005|10:33pm] |
Im sittin here on this cold chair, thinkin of how i can bare, all of this pain i have kept up in side.. just waitin for it to explode out loud.. im sitting here on the floor.. lookin up at were i was, on that chair up so high, im getting lower from where i felt as if i could fly. Im laying here.. its so dark in this place, i cant see anything and i have no feeling. then i realize.. im only 6 feet down.. Nothing can hold me back, ive been so off track. I can only see the love that you show me, thats why i can not see. Even with all the pain and suffering i realize it was worth it all, and i knew then even when i saw myself diging my own hole...
Ok people this is your chance.. tell me how you REALLY feel about me and or my actions. If you dont want to know who you are then dont sign in so i wont know who you are. you dont have to leave clues or anything that would give me a hint as to who you are.. just let it out.
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| Come on just do it! |
[25 Jan 2005|09:17am] |
Comment and post anything you want. Do it anonymously.
You can post about anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, a rant, a rave, a picture, anything.
Post twice if you want; who cares!
Afterwards, put this in your journal if you want & see what people say.
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| out on the road again.. la la la |
[24 Jan 2005|08:00pm] |
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Well for those of you that havent found out or noticed i broke up with amber and now im all by myself and lovin it. I think i did pretty good with my grades this quarter, better than last anyway which is a good thing for me. I havent updated in here in a while and i probaly wont very much.. just here and there i guess. But anywho... My bro got a speeding ticket haha, 78.1 in a 55 lol sucks to be him. If anyone wants to come to my place and do somthin give me a ring 354-4199.. i like getting the snow but i havent been out much this year because my mom broke her ankle and ive been helping her out alot and since my bro is in college im alone here so yeah. Its weird how your past friends kind of leave ya alone after a while.. in a way i guess its my fault. I hope things can go back to the way they were. No one wants to lose good friends. And your friends that you have no leave you because they werent your friends in the first place, they kinda just put up with you because of who you were with, its sick how people can do that. but anywho.. the friends i have are great and you guys know who ya are. thanks for your kindness and support and help when i need it, i can always count on you and i thank you for that. later all
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| just one of those things.. |
[02 Jan 2005|09:55pm] |
01. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? get a girlfriend
02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i didnt make any for 04
03. Did someone close to you give birth? a few people at my church
04. Did anyone close to you die? my grandpa's brother.. but i didnt really know him
05. What countries did you visit? well i did look at some on tv?
06. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? more free time?
07. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 8-7-04, thats when i first kissed amber *huge smile!*
08. What was your biggest achievement(s) of the year? getting a job for the whole summer.. a real job
09. What was your biggest failure(s)? uhh idk
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? i crashed my quad a few times but i was just brused some
11. What was the best thing you bought? my quad lol
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? huh?
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? idk
14. Where did most of your money go? to my quad and riding
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? going to dances and places with amber
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? 45 lol
17. Compared to this time last year, are you
i. happier or sadder? much happier much happier
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? tan!
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? eat candy lol
20. How will you be spending Christmas? well with amber durr! lol
22. Did you fall in love in 2004? yes
23. How many one-night stands? none, im not a man whore
24. What was your favorite TV program? south park
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? yes
26. What was the best book you read? i dont read books
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? shine down
28. What did you want and get? a super duper rain deer pooper! well i didnt want one but its awesome. THANKS AMBER!
29. What did you want and not get? um.. idk actually
30. Favorite film of this year? hmm.. thats a hard one. euro trip i think
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i didnt do much of anything on my b-day but i had a party with all my friends 2 weeks later haha and Amber was there!
32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?ummm.. more free time
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? jeans, t-shirt
34. What kept you sane? id have to say Amber cause she keeps me in line lol
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? dont have one
36. What political issue stirred you the most? the election
37. Who do you miss? Amber
38. Who was the best new person you met? mike w.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: life is given to you as a gift from god. you live once on earth. Live it well and the way he wants you too but that dosent mean you cant have fun.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: i cant think of one off the top of my head because i dont really listen to the words much lol
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| HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!! |
[01 Jan 2005|12:57am] |
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HEY HEY HEY ITS 2005!!! thats right.. one more year to make memories with and to remember the good past years and forget the ones that sucked. I will admitt.. the last year was great. And of course i hooked up with Amber! which is the best thing thats ever happened to me.. Tonight was fun. Amber, her parents and I went to her aunt and uncles house for new years. I ate too much and drank too much mt.dew... now im on a sugar rush wow.. ok kiddies i should be off so i can direct all of my attention to the one i love! good bye! Love ya Amber!
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[31 Dec 2004|11:58am] |
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I know sorry is only a word and it dosent mean much... forive me..
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[30 Dec 2004|12:53am] |
HEY! AMBER PASSED HER DRIVING TEST! YAY! im so happy for her! i know how happy i was when i passed mine so i know how happy she is right now.. and on top of that she got a cell phone! shes a big loser lol jk babe! I had to help her out with setting it up and it turned out the phone was bad so she got a different one that hopefully is ok and nothing is wrong with it. Christmas was nice this year, amber and her parents came down to eat dinner that my dad made haha, it turned out good actually. It was very nice to spend the holiday with Amber and id like to do it again next year. I love her sooo much. well its gettin late, good night!
RIP. Alyssa's grandmother, may God take care of her while her friends and family miss her here on earth.
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[24 Dec 2004|12:04am] |
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Teeheehee, this is Amber. I've taken over Chris's LJ tonight so I can sex his journal up and do a new layout for him...his current one is getting old. Yes...my goober loves ShineDown...so whenever I go to do a layout for him it has to be that...until the next band he "loves" comes along. He thinks the lead guitar guy Brent Smith is good...but not as good as Shaun Morgan from Seether :-D. Oh well...I still love him anyways. And whats good now is that we get to spend Christmas together! I hope he likes all the stuff that I got for him. This year I actually put some thought into what I bought...unlike last year. He was a very good boy this year hehe. He keeps on begging me to tell him what I got him...but he's not gonna find out until Saturday when he can officially open them. Oh well...I'm going to go work on his layout now and hope he likes it because the one picture I found is kinda pinkish. Goodnight kiddies....xoxo's
Love,
Amber
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| DAY OFF |
[22 Dec 2004|11:56pm] |
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Yup! today was my day off from school.. that place needs to blow up lol. So yeah.. this morning i got up at like 9:30.. that felt really really good! Then i helped my brother work on his quad and clean up the shop... it was really dirty i must say. After that mike w. called and wanted to go ride so me and my brother got ready and left around 12. We came back about 3:30 to wait for luke to come over from work. He wanted to ride for a little bit so we did. And then.. i needed to go up town so i called up the great Amber to see if she wanted to go and Zach was there so i asked if he would want to go also and he did. We went to good ol Walmart and on the way out i went to pick up Amber and run to my van and well.. i kinda fell and she got dirty and scraped up.. i felt really really bad but she was mad and yeah.. we went to mc.donalds then lowes and back to my place after we droped off Zach. Amber and i wraped up some gifts and then i took her home and now im here. That was my day off! what ya think of it? i thought it was fun haha
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| CHRISTMAS TIME! |
[21 Dec 2004|10:12pm] |
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Hey ya! Christmas is near! so that means.. GIFTS! for me! YIPPIE!!! but yeah to step away from the excitement for me. Tomorrow is Ambers moms birthday so wish her a good one. Amber and I are starting our vacation a day early b/c we are cool like that haha. One more day to have fun from school. I cant wait to see what Amber got me for Christmas. Im going to be riding and hangin out with Amber as much as possible for 2 weeks lol. Amber is going to come down for Christmas and then im going up to her place to exchange gifts. ok well my gimpy mom wants on so im going to go. if i dont post again.. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT!
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| Interesting day... |
[10 Dec 2004|11:30pm] |
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Hey hey its friday! and tomorrow is the dance! i get to see my babe Amber all snazy in her dress!!! YAY She makes me so happy. I hated gym today as did everyone else.. DANCING!! URG.. its so stupid its not even funny. Last night was a concert that Amber was in. She looked very nice even though she said she hated it. The performance was very good. My mom came and she said it was awesome. Then for today.. After school i cleaned my van for the dance so its all spiffy looking haha and then around 5:30 i went up to Ambers to hang out/work on her web page. I EVEN GOT COOKIES!! MY OWN COOKIES!!! After i came home mike was in my room playin video games on his computer and said guess what and i said what, he said mom broke her ankle. She called around 11 and told us what happend. Turns out she broke it in 3 places.. oh my.. great way for starting Christmas huh? and my mom cant stay off her feet. wow this is going to be great! And now im going to bed! later to all
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